i'm having an awful week and i need to rant about it, so if you don't care, don't read.
school sucks. bottom line. yeah, they made us go back to school already....for those of you who think it's waaay too early. my english teacher can't seem to understand that i hate her and i wish she'd move to alaska. she's already giving us a big writing project, due monday. it's the fucking second week of school, and we have to do a paper. last year, she taught one class, and she was all like "Zomg, i hope i have you all when you're juniors! too bad i don't teach sophmores, then i'd have you next year!" well guess what....she FOLLOWED US!!!!! and she's teaching the whole sophmore class, so i can't switch to another teacher.
i miss the classes last year...everything was easier (and yes, i know it's supposed to be more challenging, but this is too much for my little overworked brain to handle.) last year, i could put off homework if i had to...now i can't do that because things are so different. last year my teachers were better, now they're not (not to mention how three of them left!) oh, and of course, our school had to friggin dump edline for some other shittier program that's too complex and i hate it.
also, more of my friends left last year, and i really miss them.
to sum it up, i hate the school i go to, and i know Megsan, and M, and Mo will probably disagree with me, but that's just how i feel. and it's gonna take a hell of alot to change my opinion of them.
now, for the other thing that has me in a terrible mood...yesterday, i fell down and hit my foot on the railing of my stairs. now, the tip of my little toe is half cut off, and it's blue. i think i'm gonna lose the nail too. it hurts like hell. then, my arm hurts really really badly, and it pops when i bend it. idk what happened, i guess i fell on it. mom called my doctor, and she said that since it was my elbow, they couldn't do anything because they're stupid and they can't take x-rays of elbows i have to wait until monday so my dad (who doesn't think it's bad enough to take me to an urgent clinic, or whatever) can take me to get it looked at.
nothing is going right in my life, at the moment, and i'm stressed about it.
also, there's the problem with my computer. one day, i was listening to my music on playlist.com, on facebook, on yahoo talking to someone, and on a sims download site i've been using for weeks. all of a sudden, my computer freezes on me and doesn't let me do anything. i tried to open firefow a number of times and it didn't work. so i tried internet explorer. and when it popped up, a "virus scan" popped up. of course, it's not a virus scan, it's a virus itself. soo, it shoots viruses all over my computer, won't let me use the task manager, and i have to do a virus scan really quickly. in the end, i had 5 viruses in my computer. when we finally quarantined and deleted them, we restarted my computer. and then, i had to task bar at the bottom of my screen. so, my mom tried to fix it and spend about three days. she did it, but i still can't get online. so, i have to get on her computer, which is shitty. the mouse shoots around the screen randomly, i can't do half of the thing i want to, and it just plan sucks! i can only get on when she's not on it, and she's always on it.
i want to fucking scream, and i know i can't. which just makes me angrier.

sorry to anyone who read all of that. i love you if you did, but i don't think anyone would...
~ju
oh, also, there's this pop-up thing on facebook that won't let me accept any requests or click on anything at the top of the page. i want to kill someone....